Tired.

I'm tired. I'm worn thin. Exhausted.

I have gotten a new job.  There are so many benefits to this change, but my body is not used to operating like normal after 3 years of night shift.  My body is used to sleeping while the world rushes around me. Used to trash food and FDA approved stimulants.  Now I'm in a good place mentally, and like always I'm pushing for a hard 180°.

Sometimes wanting to be better is scary.  I'm excited to grow, but it's still scary.